Mar 16, 2009 23:00
You say you’re not happy
That your life is dragging you down
You cry out for love but I’m the only one around
I’m the only one here
The only one who will stand by your side
Through the day and through the night
You scream out for salvation
But no one seems to care about you anymore
You can’t win against this internal war
I can’t stand to see you cry
When you wont even let me wipe your tears away
I don’t want you to cry one more day
You hurt me in the worse way
The most unforgivable way possible
You broke the one and only rule
"Tread gently
when dealing with hearts"
And yet you couldn’t even correctly play your part
Let me grasp your hand
Let me show you that it will be all right
We’ll make it through the night
I will be there forever and always
I will chase away all whom make you cry
I will dismiss all feelings that make you want to die
So baby close your eyes
And take a deep breath
We’ll take the final step
I’ll take the gun of despair
The gun that will clear our minds
The gun that will free our binds
I’ll put it to your temple and ask you
"Do you wish to be free?"
You whisper back softly "Please do it for me.
Let’s pull the trigger
Let’s wipe away our mistakes
No matter what it takes."
The gun will kiss the last living piece of you
As I use your strength to end your heartbeat
I almost fall to my knees in defeat
My darling lifeline has gone from this world
I ended her sad little story that we call a tragedy
That was the only way out that was apparent to me
I smile at my little love as her blood pools out
Her blood soaks the floor
And I know I can’t stand anymore
I’m her little pet
And I can’t leave her alone
I can’t leave her out on her own
Grinning wider, I put the blood soaked pistol to my head
And say: " I’m coming for you soon my love
I’ll soon be up above
I wish we could have worked this out
I wish you could have found someone better than me
I wish I could be who you wanted me to be
All I have left to offer is my love
I know it’s not much but it’s all that I am,
It’s all that I have my little lamb."
I shut my eyes
I without a care in the world on my face
My only regret that my life has been a waste
But that all ended today
I saved a life, I prevented another tragedy
I made sure my love was free
Pulling the trigger without a care in the world
I watch my body slowly fall
I thought I had nothing but now I have it all.
Who says a murder and a suicide doesn’t work out well?
I erased all their cares
I saved two suffering lives, saved them from the nightmares
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