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Ah, isn't this just perky...not really. So right now I'm sitting in the computer lab of UCONN waterbury, because I just finished my fucking hard exam and have not hing to do, that is untill I have to go back. So I know I haven't written anything in like a while, but it's not like any of you care anyway. So, people suck, but that's okay. I think that I suck a lot too, but that's okay also. It's not like I can't deal. I mean I have in the past. So tomorrow I have a stupid Chem exam. I mean who really cares about enthalpy, really now. This guy from choir died, his funeral is friday. I'm going. My friend's grandfather died too the other day. It's so sad. But then again if they were suffering maybe it's better. They don';t have to deal with the pain anymore. I mean nobody wants to go day to day knowing that they don't have long to live and that they are in really bad pain. I just want to die in my sleep, or die saving someone's life. Very honorable huh. I've come to the conclusion that I am a very caring person. If any of my friends or family ever needed anything, I would be right there ready to help them with whatever it is they needed. You know what, it goes even further than that, I would help anyone, just because I care too much. I mean really now is it possible to care too much? Acctually yes, because if my dad didn't care so much, I would be able to go out every night and have fun with my friends. I mean I still wouldn't b/c I would feel bad about leaving my family, but I would be out way more often than I am now.
Wow, I really suck at this whole paragraph thing, you'd think that I'd be better at it. So, I got my grade for my second speech, yeah 83. Why you may ask, because I went over the time limit by a minute. Stupid minute. But I'm doing good in chem. OOO, apparently I have a very soothing voice. Do you think my voice is soothing? I mean it can be sexy at times I guess, or it can be annoying, but soothing. Idk about that one. But, I guess people go into a trance when they hear it. Personally whenever I hear myself, I cringe. LOL! Well, I gtg back to class. But maybe I'll write again soon. Who knows.
Wow, I really suck at this whole paragraph thing, you'd think that I'd be better at it. So, I got my grade for my second speech, yeah 83. Why you may ask, because I went over the time limit by a minute. Stupid minute. But I'm doing good in chem. OOO, apparently I have a very soothing voice. Do you think my voice is soothing? I mean it can be sexy at times I guess, or it can be annoying, but soothing. Idk about that one. But, I guess people go into a trance when they hear it. Personally whenever I hear myself, I cringe. LOL! Well, I gtg back to class. But maybe I'll write again soon. Who knows.