Feb 14, 2006 17:02
Today has been very boring. I need to go to the gym, but Sarah suggested that I might be sick, because I've been sneezing and I'm very tired. I really shouldn't be this tired. But I am. Maybe I can muster the courage to go sometime during the evening. They don't close until eleven. Greg called and told me Happy Valentine's today. He has to work tonight. That kind of makes me wonder if we'd be doing something Valentiney if he was off, but I bet he's glad he's there, cause there's nothing more stressful than a Valentine's date with a girl you've only been seeing for a week. All of this is really speculation and assumption, because I've never been in the situation, and I don't really know what he thinks we're doing. But he did call today, so that's all that matters. Something tells me that this will end badly. Just like the last one. It seems the only way I can truly break it off for good with someone is to get extremely angry with them and stay that way for a long time. At this time, this pseudo-relationship is not what I want, and this could lead to anger, but the only thing leading me there would be my own impatience. They should make a drug for that ya know.
Tyra Banks has a fear of dolphins. Thats very weird. My shower has been broken for like a month. The plumber was supposed to come this morning, just like he has a couple of other times lately, and he hasn't. Apparently I have a freak shower that no one stocks parts for. And if he doesn't find the exact right part, he has to cut a hole in the wall, behind my bed. Weird. And I'm hungry, but I can only eat so much Mac and Cheese and thats all we have. I would just like to get in the bed and sleep for like a million hours. But I can't. It makes me feel bad about myself. I sent out lots of resumes today and that makes me feel a little better. DDR, General Growth, and Kimco. I doubt I'll get serious phone calls from those online applications for entry-level positions, but it looks good. I am generally unhappy at this moment, but it comes and goes. I was ecstatically happy at work on Sunday, which sounds odd because I don't like work. But I am really just touched out the wazoo by all these new friends. I went to eat at Cracker Barrel with mom and Eddy on Monday and I was trying to talk to them but Greg and Jordan were making faces at me the whole time. Greg told me he and Jordan were trying to think of something to do, and Jordan was gonna run and dive between Greg's legs. That would have been the funniest thing ever.
I'm hungry. I think my dad might be cooking. Probably something made of beef, but I'm very hungry. Lets see if I can guess what he's making; steak, green beans, mashed potatoes, rolls. Lets go check. Oh, and I was right.