Jan 09, 2004 02:22
I am stuck in an emotional rut of which continues to get deeper. So much stress. There a whle bunch of new interests in my life I cant stand it. And girls ewwwww.
Why is it that you'll find one who you really want and you get close and everything seems to be falling into place but all of a sudden BAM!! you get your ass kicked by reality, your an unattractive male with no future and an unhealthy clutch to societys backend, and no girl will ever really want to be with you unless maybe she can get something out of it, but I dont really have anything so their screwed there.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I am going insane. On a lighter note I wrote some rather good songs today 3 exactly. I am proud of myself. Good night to all.
The benevolent foreseer of Love and Disaster