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money is a terrible thing.
so lucky are those who don't know the pain associated with it. and i don't mean 'omg i can't buy that game i wanted because i don't get paid this week omg life sux'. i mean the people who don't know what it's like to wonder where your next meal is coming from. to wonder if you'll be living in the same place the next month, or an apartment somewhere you don't know, or the car. to listen to people scream at each other, at each other's throats simply over money. to wonder if you'll ever be able to achieve your dreams when it's the only thing holding you back.
i might be taking a year off school, regardless of where i'd end up going. stuck in roanoke another year, even.
i really should quit hoping for anything.
happiness is such an ephemeral emotion.
edit: the weather always seems to reflect my emotions...there's a thunderstorm outside right now...
so lucky are those who don't know the pain associated with it. and i don't mean 'omg i can't buy that game i wanted because i don't get paid this week omg life sux'. i mean the people who don't know what it's like to wonder where your next meal is coming from. to wonder if you'll be living in the same place the next month, or an apartment somewhere you don't know, or the car. to listen to people scream at each other, at each other's throats simply over money. to wonder if you'll ever be able to achieve your dreams when it's the only thing holding you back.
i might be taking a year off school, regardless of where i'd end up going. stuck in roanoke another year, even.
i really should quit hoping for anything.
happiness is such an ephemeral emotion.
edit: the weather always seems to reflect my emotions...there's a thunderstorm outside right now...