Apr 21, 2006 21:58
Sometimes i just don't understand my life at all. I mean nothing good ever happens to me and i'm miserable. And for the past like 2 weeks i've been amazingly happy because i thought for once something good was gonna happen to me.... guess what?.... that was a bust and here i am back on my ass again. I can't get a break. I'm not one for receiving pity because i think it's unnecessary so lets just say this is a vent session....
-My Meme is still sick.... i guess she's "doing better" but so isn't everyone who's old and sick.... if they can sip from a straw one day they're doing excellent....
-My Papa has had asbestos posioning in his lungs from working in the factories or w/e and not it just started to infect him so he's gonna be tested for cancer soon... oh joy!
-I thought i liked this kid and for a while it was kinda flirtashish and all.... then SURPRISE!!! He likes someone else.... awesome....
-One of my best friends is impossible to get along with lately and it's kinda pissing me off....
-And my best friend sometimes just won't lay off.... I have so much going on right now and it would be nice to know that there was one person who could tolerate me a little bit....
I don't understand what the world has against me but i obviously did something that He didn't like.... I just want to be content with my life.... i'm not even asking to be happy with it.... just content....
But that's enough of that for today.... bye