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Jon's car broke this morning. That means that between the two of us, we're sharing the Echo for the next few days. Dad's going to tow it back from AJ's on the west side for us. What a bad time for that to happen.. tommorow I have an Aliant meeting from 7:30-9am.. and a dr. appt in the afternoon in the valley. He's goin to have to drive me to all these places so that he can have my car for the day.
I called Shona to see if maybe she and I could share a drive to and from.. she said "I'll be uptown around 7am tommorow morning anyway, and I'm not coming back over east. sorry" yeah my ass. You're just making things difficult.
J says that it's really important that I say to ManagerMan that I really don't want to leave, because it will impact my friends, and Jon, but that I really don't see myself as having a choice at the moment. It's leave or be hospitalized, either way is going to create a burden on the company. Even thinking about talking to him is bringing tears to my eyes, I'm so scared that I'm going to break down in front of the doctor, or him. But you know.. yesterday I spent the entire day feeling like I was goign to puke. It went away when I got home. Today, trying to get ready to come down here.. I wanted to puke again. That's not healthy. That's just wrong.
I don't want to do this guys. This is just too much. Why can't things just be normal again? Now that I'm doing this, I'm going to be MORE worried about money, more worried about stuff..
I called Shona to see if maybe she and I could share a drive to and from.. she said "I'll be uptown around 7am tommorow morning anyway, and I'm not coming back over east. sorry" yeah my ass. You're just making things difficult.
J says that it's really important that I say to ManagerMan that I really don't want to leave, because it will impact my friends, and Jon, but that I really don't see myself as having a choice at the moment. It's leave or be hospitalized, either way is going to create a burden on the company. Even thinking about talking to him is bringing tears to my eyes, I'm so scared that I'm going to break down in front of the doctor, or him. But you know.. yesterday I spent the entire day feeling like I was goign to puke. It went away when I got home. Today, trying to get ready to come down here.. I wanted to puke again. That's not healthy. That's just wrong.
I don't want to do this guys. This is just too much. Why can't things just be normal again? Now that I'm doing this, I'm going to be MORE worried about money, more worried about stuff..