Booooyyyyyz
I like Jake. I have liked guys before, but this guy I just can't get things settled. Usually I can admit to a crush and quickly get over it. This guy, no way. After Ryan and that whole thing I have had the worst guy problems. Flings, not a good thing. Now that I look back on it, thats all it was. There was no real relationship there, but you share what we shared, relationship or not, then it messes with you a bit. I am so worried that if I try and make a move on Jake then it will become a repeat of the whole Bryan situation. Jake is cute, funny, nerdy, smart, and just my type. For once I don't have my eyes set on an impossible situation. We work together and talk so thats no big deal, but I can not make any sort of move. Even a casual, "You look nice today" is out of my reach. Im so worried I am going to mess things up again. I need some serious advice.
Also, I have been eating better and have lost 6 pounds after being called pregnant, in front of Jake of course. Why? Because life hates me.
Also, I have been eating better and have lost 6 pounds after being called pregnant, in front of Jake of course. Why? Because life hates me.