I PASSED I PASSED I PASSED!!!!!
Oh gosh so long since my last entry.
Umm it has been a little over a year and I survived without doing anything stupid. Im proud of myself. It hasnt been the best year but I'll live. I started a new school and it took me a while to adjust but I did. I made friends with some great people and I still haven't found "him" even though I have a good idea of who I would like him to be. And even though it has been a while since I have had someone the pain still hasn't worn off. I figure the pain is never going to go away... from anything. But just turn into a dull pain. But there is hope. I realized that the one thing that makes me truely happy is making others happy. And it helps. Also that swooping sensation I get when I see him helps. Lol.
Ok so the update. It is spring break and I have three weeks of no school. Thank god.
On Sunday the 5th I went to the OK Go concert and had a blast there. I got all of thier signatures so that made me extreamly happy.
Um Lets see. Deedee is over all the time and it doesn't bother me at all. Usually when someone is over everyday it bothers me a lot. But Deedee is different. Lol She laughes at all my stupid jokes and funny accents. Its nice haveing your best friend a few houses down again.
Im hoping to get my license sometime during these three weeks. That would make my... year. Dad and Judy are arguing a lot lately. Mostly over the dogs and us. Us being my sister and me. But my dad always tells her the same thing. "My girls come first, and if you dont like that then leave." And that makes me feel better on the inside knowing he will never leave us for a woman.
Thats about it. Mostly. BTW Today is the day I passed my drivers test!!!!! Im so happy it hurts. But in a good way!
Umm it has been a little over a year and I survived without doing anything stupid. Im proud of myself. It hasnt been the best year but I'll live. I started a new school and it took me a while to adjust but I did. I made friends with some great people and I still haven't found "him" even though I have a good idea of who I would like him to be. And even though it has been a while since I have had someone the pain still hasn't worn off. I figure the pain is never going to go away... from anything. But just turn into a dull pain. But there is hope. I realized that the one thing that makes me truely happy is making others happy. And it helps. Also that swooping sensation I get when I see him helps. Lol.
Ok so the update. It is spring break and I have three weeks of no school. Thank god.
On Sunday the 5th I went to the OK Go concert and had a blast there. I got all of thier signatures so that made me extreamly happy.
Um Lets see. Deedee is over all the time and it doesn't bother me at all. Usually when someone is over everyday it bothers me a lot. But Deedee is different. Lol She laughes at all my stupid jokes and funny accents. Its nice haveing your best friend a few houses down again.
Im hoping to get my license sometime during these three weeks. That would make my... year. Dad and Judy are arguing a lot lately. Mostly over the dogs and us. Us being my sister and me. But my dad always tells her the same thing. "My girls come first, and if you dont like that then leave." And that makes me feel better on the inside knowing he will never leave us for a woman.
Thats about it. Mostly. BTW Today is the day I passed my drivers test!!!!! Im so happy it hurts. But in a good way!