Jul 16, 2006 17:15
I've been tossing things out - trying to "liquidate assets" not that a lot of what I'm throwing out is much of an asset, more like a liability.
Some things have been very difficult to throw out, little papers, programs and so on that I've collected from various dates. I know I have a hard time letting go.
I struggle with coming up with a good reason why I should or should not move to Arizona.
This is what I come up with:
Reason to stay in Grand Rapids/Michigan:
A: Parents are in their 60s, grandmothers in their 80s - if something happened I could get to them a lot quicker.
B: Established in GR.
C: Live in a nice house.
D: A job that I've been at for five years and is reliable.
E: Possible opportunities to move to the east side of the state for another job/promotion.
Reasons to leave:
A: More job opportunities.
B: No snow.
C: Closer to more major cities (Phoenix, Las Vegas, San Diego).
D: Opportunity to get out of my "saftey zone".
As I keep cleaning I get this really nervous feeling in my stomach, like wow, I'm actually going to do it this time.
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There's only so much you can learn in one place
The more that I wait, the more time that I waste
I havn't got much time to waste
It's time to make my way
I'm not afraid of what I'll face
But I'm afraid to stay
I'm going down my road and I can make it alone
I'll work and I'll fight till I find a place of my own
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Staring up into the heavens
In this hell that binds your hands
Will you sacrifice your comfort
Make your way in a foreign land
Wrestle with your darkness
Angels call your name
Can you hear what they are saying
Will you ever be the same