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I decided to stop taking the Zoloft. Both it and the Lexapro just make me feel like shit, instead of the inverse and I keep missing work, so it needs to go.
I took some Ultram tonight (pain medication) and I still have a headache and it isn't helping me sleep. Oh well to that I suppose as well.
While I'm thinking about it, a few posts ago I mentioned how I felt like a failure even though career and money wise things were alright. It was tacky of me to put the $ amount in the post and not my MO. I suppose I was angry and trying to illustrate the point of feeling like a failure. That dollar amount was also uncommon as it included back pay for a position I had been doing since last October and a yearly bonus. On a typical 30 days my net is less than half the amount I posted. Got to love taxes and student loan garnishments.
I've been reading Oprah's O magazine, it really is inspirational. So many nice quotes and tips for life. Lots of facial care products to check out too.
"Love means to learn to look at yourself the way one looks at distant things for you are only one thing among many. And whoever sees that way heals his heart, without knowing it, from various ills...." - Czeslaw Milosz, from "Love".
Staring up into the heavens
In this hell that binds your hands
Will you sacrifice your comfort
Make your way in a foreign land
Wrestle with your darkness
Angels call your name
Can you hear what they are saying
Will you ever be the same
I took some Ultram tonight (pain medication) and I still have a headache and it isn't helping me sleep. Oh well to that I suppose as well.
While I'm thinking about it, a few posts ago I mentioned how I felt like a failure even though career and money wise things were alright. It was tacky of me to put the $ amount in the post and not my MO. I suppose I was angry and trying to illustrate the point of feeling like a failure. That dollar amount was also uncommon as it included back pay for a position I had been doing since last October and a yearly bonus. On a typical 30 days my net is less than half the amount I posted. Got to love taxes and student loan garnishments.
I've been reading Oprah's O magazine, it really is inspirational. So many nice quotes and tips for life. Lots of facial care products to check out too.
"Love means to learn to look at yourself the way one looks at distant things for you are only one thing among many. And whoever sees that way heals his heart, without knowing it, from various ills...." - Czeslaw Milosz, from "Love".
Staring up into the heavens
In this hell that binds your hands
Will you sacrifice your comfort
Make your way in a foreign land
Wrestle with your darkness
Angels call your name
Can you hear what they are saying
Will you ever be the same