My life could not get any worse right now....
I haven't even spoken to Redburn yet, so I don't know what's going on between us and that has been hurting me all week. And now...now, I just want to lay down and die. Kuru left me tonight, the man who promised he'd never hurt me and would die for me, is gone. We were going to be married with in a year...I don't know what to say anymore, I'm done. I'm done I now have no goddamn life, everything is gone.