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[wackiejackie383]

I have been dating
dating up and down in age
trying them out
two at a time
one meeting then another

last night i met one more
and i would give up all the interactions
my spot in the game
my multiple boyfriends
just to have this one

it was random
it was a chance
i was tired and he was lost
and it was beautiful

i let him see my sex
feel it and taste it and try it out
with all vulnerability slipping between the sheets

the most profound moments
i didn't say a word
are you okay
i'm fine
then i'm fine too
and we stopped

i was never asked to explain myself
and i never had to ask him

i let him take my ring
one of the elements of my character
and he held it
kept it safe and unbroken
through all of our time together

i smell of him
i taste of him
the result of two bodies so close

i signed one dollar for him
to david with much love from jackie
and he returned my ring

today he trains to philly
and one week later
he planes to ireland
his home

i have been dating
and we have little in common
but given one shot
one chance to change
a twist of our logistical fate
i would stop
i would stay with him
i would let slip my love