take me as i am
ok evryone knows i am not perfect but people tend to expect it from me.
its like no matter how hard i try to please people left and right i end up fucking it up bigger then i started i miss the beginning of the year when i had a lunch and evryone was my friend. now i feel liek i lost mitch for ever. ray kaye asked me out and i was kind of waiting for it. but honestly i didnt think he was goign to but tahts ok because you can never have too many friends but he did! i like him : ) but taht doesnt mean i wanted things to work out the way they did with mitch but i cant help what happened though i am very sorry. i have been going back to shows and seen some people that were quite a a balst from the past. lanna and brian and amanda!! i missed them very much and we are all going to hang out! it wont be the same with out mike but i miss the good times so maybe me and lanna will go partying this weeknd with some college kids! yeah!! lol but i am goign to try to retake my drivers test asap! and i cant wait until homecommign thogh i am dateless. i want ray to go with me but i guess hes not the dancing type but thats ok because i love my dress!
its like no matter how hard i try to please people left and right i end up fucking it up bigger then i started i miss the beginning of the year when i had a lunch and evryone was my friend. now i feel liek i lost mitch for ever. ray kaye asked me out and i was kind of waiting for it. but honestly i didnt think he was goign to but tahts ok because you can never have too many friends but he did! i like him : ) but taht doesnt mean i wanted things to work out the way they did with mitch but i cant help what happened though i am very sorry. i have been going back to shows and seen some people that were quite a a balst from the past. lanna and brian and amanda!! i missed them very much and we are all going to hang out! it wont be the same with out mike but i miss the good times so maybe me and lanna will go partying this weeknd with some college kids! yeah!! lol but i am goign to try to retake my drivers test asap! and i cant wait until homecommign thogh i am dateless. i want ray to go with me but i guess hes not the dancing type but thats ok because i love my dress!