...sometimes i wanna hug ya...hold hands...slow dance while the record spins...
Wow...so much can change in like a month or two. It's kinda sad when you think about it.
I am no longer friends with Gaz...well we are still friends, its not like we had a fight or anything, its just that we dont talk to, or see eachother anymore, unless its by accident. I saw her the day after her birthday and it was cool, then she asked me to come up to Diceys with her on the thursday night of that week. It was that night, after I had consumed a large quantity of alcohol, that she informed me that it would be the last night that she would be seeing me for a while. So ofcourse me being drunk, got all emotional and started crying asking her why. I was told that she had to prove to Jen that she loved her and blah blah blah all that bullshit. So yeah. She told me to call her when I got home and we tried to sort it out but I was still all emotional and shit because as you know, I got quite attached to her and we had become pretty close friends. But haha I still had her learners in my wallet because she forgot to get it off me. So we had to then see eachother the next day. It was wierd.
Then since that day it has sort of been just running into eachother when she somes into my store to get stock or whatever and maybe a message or phone call here and there.
I've forced myself to forget about her, but its kinda hard when you have people asking about her and bringing her up in conversation all the time, or even just hearing a song that was "our song" and shit like that. But its all good. You win some, you lose some.
Hmmm but yeah. I'm still at Maccas. It's okay sometimes. It pays me so I guess it isnt that bad. I want a better paying job, but i dont want to leave my maccas family. Bec has gone to Sunnybank which sucks because she was an awesome manager and she was fucking hot!!!
I was sorta chummy with Kirsty (aka Chicken) there for a while, just goin out heaps and stuff, but thats sorta over now cause she has a boyfriend. As soon as anyone gets a boyfriend you dont really see them anymore. It sucks but its true. Thank god I will never be one of those people. I hate relationships.
I'm fucking bored. I'm listening to Wind Beneath My wings by Bette Midler and its reminding me of Dane. Oh how I love that boy. But I feel bad for being such a moody bitch to him earlier tonight. I'm sorry Buby!!!
I think I might go...I'm fucking bored...
I am no longer friends with Gaz...well we are still friends, its not like we had a fight or anything, its just that we dont talk to, or see eachother anymore, unless its by accident. I saw her the day after her birthday and it was cool, then she asked me to come up to Diceys with her on the thursday night of that week. It was that night, after I had consumed a large quantity of alcohol, that she informed me that it would be the last night that she would be seeing me for a while. So ofcourse me being drunk, got all emotional and started crying asking her why. I was told that she had to prove to Jen that she loved her and blah blah blah all that bullshit. So yeah. She told me to call her when I got home and we tried to sort it out but I was still all emotional and shit because as you know, I got quite attached to her and we had become pretty close friends. But haha I still had her learners in my wallet because she forgot to get it off me. So we had to then see eachother the next day. It was wierd.
Then since that day it has sort of been just running into eachother when she somes into my store to get stock or whatever and maybe a message or phone call here and there.
I've forced myself to forget about her, but its kinda hard when you have people asking about her and bringing her up in conversation all the time, or even just hearing a song that was "our song" and shit like that. But its all good. You win some, you lose some.
Hmmm but yeah. I'm still at Maccas. It's okay sometimes. It pays me so I guess it isnt that bad. I want a better paying job, but i dont want to leave my maccas family. Bec has gone to Sunnybank which sucks because she was an awesome manager and she was fucking hot!!!
I was sorta chummy with Kirsty (aka Chicken) there for a while, just goin out heaps and stuff, but thats sorta over now cause she has a boyfriend. As soon as anyone gets a boyfriend you dont really see them anymore. It sucks but its true. Thank god I will never be one of those people. I hate relationships.
I'm fucking bored. I'm listening to Wind Beneath My wings by Bette Midler and its reminding me of Dane. Oh how I love that boy. But I feel bad for being such a moody bitch to him earlier tonight. I'm sorry Buby!!!
I think I might go...I'm fucking bored...