May 27, 2008 00:22
Hmmm..
I think it's time to find a better job.
I've been rocking this customer service gig for a year and a half now and I think it's time to cash in on all that gracious generosity that I've exuded. It's hard to go anywhere in this town anymore and not be known by someone. Which is weird... Everytime I go to the Mart I see at least two people who know me by name. And whose names I have no idea...
Someone from Home Depot told me she could get me at least ten bucks an hour for doing what I do now pretty much.
I hate what I do now... it simply allows me to be lazy... puts the money in my pocket that pays for gas, my truck, my phone, and various other sundries. I guess I want to do something more important, but whenm I think about what, I can't place it. And I end up just feeling content.
I need to start reading again... finish fucking Desolation Angels or something... I need more motivation to write... I lost most of what ambition I had in the how many hundreds of eighths... not so much lost as misplaced...
I guess what it really boils down to is doing it. Whatever it is that I should/need to do.
Done typing.