I had a bad day today.
I had kind of a bad day today.
Today at work I felt so useless.
I did the cash register yesterday but they came up short 25.00 that night.
Archie said it's okay because when he did it they came up like 100.00 short, but I still feel bad.. I thought that I was picking it up pretty well. I guess I wasn't.
This job is really starting to take its toll on me already. It's the end of my first week and I'm so, so tired. No matter how much I sleep, it never ends. No matter how early I go to sleep, I wake up and I'm tired. I feel like all my energy and happiness is going down the drain and I've never cried so much in a week before. I don't feel strong lately. Usually when I wake up, I have so much energy and I'm willing to go through the day and jump on everybody and laugh and play. I don't have time to prepare anymore. I wake up, put on my uniform and go. The routine is sapping away my spirit. I don't know what to do.
I hate school.
I want to do something exciting and engaging.
I'm bored of sitting in a classroom listening to people talk. I'm just so bored.
Today was just so bad for me after work I made a bagel and stayed outside to give it to Jeewan and it was really, really cold outside. I sat outside because I didn't want to be taking up a table inside the building where an actual paying customer can sit. Well, I waited there for about an hour and a half. I think I caught a cold or something. At least he only forgot about me and didn't take so long on purpose. I hope he doesn't forget about me again. Everyone has their forgetful days, so it's ok. :)
I think tomorrow will be better.
I couldn't afford the book for my class, so I don't know what is going to happen.
I have work tomorrow also. 9-12.30. Which means I have a half hour inbetween classes.
Maybe I can stop in to say hello to everybody to cheer me up a little bit.
I don't cry because of Jeewan ok?
I'm just so, so tired.
ok bye
Today at work I felt so useless.
I did the cash register yesterday but they came up short 25.00 that night.
Archie said it's okay because when he did it they came up like 100.00 short, but I still feel bad.. I thought that I was picking it up pretty well. I guess I wasn't.
This job is really starting to take its toll on me already. It's the end of my first week and I'm so, so tired. No matter how much I sleep, it never ends. No matter how early I go to sleep, I wake up and I'm tired. I feel like all my energy and happiness is going down the drain and I've never cried so much in a week before. I don't feel strong lately. Usually when I wake up, I have so much energy and I'm willing to go through the day and jump on everybody and laugh and play. I don't have time to prepare anymore. I wake up, put on my uniform and go. The routine is sapping away my spirit. I don't know what to do.
I hate school.
I want to do something exciting and engaging.
I'm bored of sitting in a classroom listening to people talk. I'm just so bored.
Today was just so bad for me after work I made a bagel and stayed outside to give it to Jeewan and it was really, really cold outside. I sat outside because I didn't want to be taking up a table inside the building where an actual paying customer can sit. Well, I waited there for about an hour and a half. I think I caught a cold or something. At least he only forgot about me and didn't take so long on purpose. I hope he doesn't forget about me again. Everyone has their forgetful days, so it's ok. :)
I think tomorrow will be better.
I couldn't afford the book for my class, so I don't know what is going to happen.
I have work tomorrow also. 9-12.30. Which means I have a half hour inbetween classes.
Maybe I can stop in to say hello to everybody to cheer me up a little bit.
I don't cry because of Jeewan ok?
I'm just so, so tired.
ok bye