oh monday
I hate Monday's, I'd much rather they just don't even exist and we skip right ahead to Tuesdays. They're not the greatest days either, but hey, ANYTHING is better than Monday.
It's already been quite a day, starting with my alarm not going off and being an hour late to work. That right there should of told me to just go back to sleep.
Then there was the disagreement with the boy earlier this morning. Over what? A non-existant vacation. Silly, dumb, lame, pathetic. Maybe to some. But I promise the real issue wasn't so much. Because you know, what starts the fight is never really what the fight is about. Maybe I'll go into detail later, at this point though, I'm tired of being annoyed by it.
And lastly, after realizing yesterday that my "baggy" jeans are no longer as "baggy" as they once were, it's time to start a "diet". I really hate that term, and any real "diet" isn't that.. "it's a way of life" blahblahblah. I've done my research, I know how it works. Whatev. I can pretty much safely say, what it is IS infact a diet. Since at the present time I can't really afford too much of the good, healthy, not processed until all of the nutrients are gone, type foods. I have to go with what I have, and just realize, I can't eat so much of it. Which pretty much comes to calorie counting. The good news is I love diet soda, and water more. I already eat a pretty healthy (when i don't get convinced into fast food) lunch. So what it really comes down to is, laying off the chocolate, the fast food, and the random eating that is done at home... out of boredom? That sounds awful, but it happens. Oh yes, and alcohol, I really think THAT is the killer here, recently the booze and I have gotten extremely close. So to save my waistline and my inherited high risk of alcoholism, I'm definately thinking I need to cut back, majorly. So as much as I hate to admit it, I can't deny it anymore. I'm fat. I can cant calories with the best of them, and I can eat healthy when I want to. What I really need to do is get off my lazy (fat) ass and get to the gym, where I have that membership that I haven't used in 6 months. Wish me luck! I really wish I had fellow fat friends around here to work with on this. Why did I have to befriend skinny people?! Damnit!
It's already been quite a day, starting with my alarm not going off and being an hour late to work. That right there should of told me to just go back to sleep.
Then there was the disagreement with the boy earlier this morning. Over what? A non-existant vacation. Silly, dumb, lame, pathetic. Maybe to some. But I promise the real issue wasn't so much. Because you know, what starts the fight is never really what the fight is about. Maybe I'll go into detail later, at this point though, I'm tired of being annoyed by it.
And lastly, after realizing yesterday that my "baggy" jeans are no longer as "baggy" as they once were, it's time to start a "diet". I really hate that term, and any real "diet" isn't that.. "it's a way of life" blahblahblah. I've done my research, I know how it works. Whatev. I can pretty much safely say, what it is IS infact a diet. Since at the present time I can't really afford too much of the good, healthy, not processed until all of the nutrients are gone, type foods. I have to go with what I have, and just realize, I can't eat so much of it. Which pretty much comes to calorie counting. The good news is I love diet soda, and water more. I already eat a pretty healthy (when i don't get convinced into fast food) lunch. So what it really comes down to is, laying off the chocolate, the fast food, and the random eating that is done at home... out of boredom? That sounds awful, but it happens. Oh yes, and alcohol, I really think THAT is the killer here, recently the booze and I have gotten extremely close. So to save my waistline and my inherited high risk of alcoholism, I'm definately thinking I need to cut back, majorly. So as much as I hate to admit it, I can't deny it anymore. I'm fat. I can cant calories with the best of them, and I can eat healthy when I want to. What I really need to do is get off my lazy (fat) ass and get to the gym, where I have that membership that I haven't used in 6 months. Wish me luck! I really wish I had fellow fat friends around here to work with on this. Why did I have to befriend skinny people?! Damnit!