I just want to skip a part of my life
First things first, I finally sat on my ass to write a post so now I can put this stolen meme from hope_assassin here:
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I really want my feelings to be like this:
Yet I feel like that:
I don't know whether it's even worth writing why my mood is so shitty. Just a bunch of stuff happened, combined with stress and a whole lot of annoying people. Thanks to that I devised a plan about the annihilation of a part of the humankind if I ever become a world despot. First I'll tell the masses that they'll be allowed to kill one person on their hate list if they apply first. The application form contains the name, address and reason for killing. After that I'll dispatch my group of assassins and kill all those people who were ready to kill someone. If their reasons are good enough then I'll consider killing their target too. In that case only those who had no intention to kill anyone in the first place will be left living. That should lower the number of people on Earth considerably. Well there are plenty of other ways too but they take time.
I'm getting a roommate from Canada on Saturday. Another reason to be pissed. I don't have the strength to hope for a normal person anymore. Still, that's the only thing I can do. If nothing else, at least she's an exchange student, meaning she'll be here only one semester. Back to noisy days... I think I'm already getting crazy because of the noise surrounding me. At night or during the day, all kinds of noises everywhere hurting my ears and giving me headaches and turning me slowly into a psychopath. People talking, laughing, sneezing, coughing, blowing their noses, hacking, singing drunken songs, screaming, shouting, whistling; cars vrooming ,zooming and blowing their horns, airplanes flying low a few times a day taking forever to pass with that constand booming noise; water tapping, glas breaking when the glass containers are emptied 2 times a month; birds squeeking, screeching, chirping so loudly I feel like they're right next to me; loud music coming from passing cars, out of windows or from the room next door; all those things I'm so sick of already I don't know where to run to or what to do anymore. I tried putting earplugs on but they're so freaking uncomfortable, it feels like there's this vacuum in your head and your brain will be sucked through your ears. Why should I suffer this discomfort, only serves me to get even more irritated. Ah, I really want to live on Mars.
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1. Tell you why I friended you.
2. Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a color, a photo, a word, et cetera.
3. Tell you something I like about you.
4. Tell you a memory I have of you.
5. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
6. Tell you my favorite user pic of yours.
7. In return, you must post this in your LiveJournal.
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I really want my feelings to be like this:
Click to viewYet I feel like that:
I don't know whether it's even worth writing why my mood is so shitty. Just a bunch of stuff happened, combined with stress and a whole lot of annoying people. Thanks to that I devised a plan about the annihilation of a part of the humankind if I ever become a world despot. First I'll tell the masses that they'll be allowed to kill one person on their hate list if they apply first. The application form contains the name, address and reason for killing. After that I'll dispatch my group of assassins and kill all those people who were ready to kill someone. If their reasons are good enough then I'll consider killing their target too. In that case only those who had no intention to kill anyone in the first place will be left living. That should lower the number of people on Earth considerably. Well there are plenty of other ways too but they take time.
I'm getting a roommate from Canada on Saturday. Another reason to be pissed. I don't have the strength to hope for a normal person anymore. Still, that's the only thing I can do. If nothing else, at least she's an exchange student, meaning she'll be here only one semester. Back to noisy days... I think I'm already getting crazy because of the noise surrounding me. At night or during the day, all kinds of noises everywhere hurting my ears and giving me headaches and turning me slowly into a psychopath. People talking, laughing, sneezing, coughing, blowing their noses, hacking, singing drunken songs, screaming, shouting, whistling; cars vrooming ,zooming and blowing their horns, airplanes flying low a few times a day taking forever to pass with that constand booming noise; water tapping, glas breaking when the glass containers are emptied 2 times a month; birds squeeking, screeching, chirping so loudly I feel like they're right next to me; loud music coming from passing cars, out of windows or from the room next door; all those things I'm so sick of already I don't know where to run to or what to do anymore. I tried putting earplugs on but they're so freaking uncomfortable, it feels like there's this vacuum in your head and your brain will be sucked through your ears. Why should I suffer this discomfort, only serves me to get even more irritated. Ah, I really want to live on Mars.