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The stuff is up on latimes.com that I've been working on, I'm not getting any bylines but that's ok, I don't feel too bad about that anymore because they're paying me and being nice to me and it's not exactly pressing stuff that I want credited. It is kind of nice to see it's happening, we'll see what comes out in the actual paper on Sunday.
I'm feeling a little better today than usual, I have some stuff to do but I'm less freaked out and more optimistic I think.
This could be because Kim and I are totally backpacking through Europe next summer and then going ABROAD for school. I'm only SLIGHTLY excited about that. Weeeeeeee.
I can't wait to go abroad, I just can't!
I'm working on my DC application which is like the third college application I've had to fill out since I got into college which is a pain in the ass. I also don't know what to write for the personal essay and when I'm done would fear letting someone read it because it will probably be incredibly corny and egotistical. I mean, how else am I going to make them like me? I NEED THIS.
If I look at my life right now as a series of endless opportunities to do amazing and beautiful things instead of a realization of all the things that have gone wrong then I might be ok. I might really love it.
I'm feeling a little better today than usual, I have some stuff to do but I'm less freaked out and more optimistic I think.
This could be because Kim and I are totally backpacking through Europe next summer and then going ABROAD for school. I'm only SLIGHTLY excited about that. Weeeeeeee.
I can't wait to go abroad, I just can't!
I'm working on my DC application which is like the third college application I've had to fill out since I got into college which is a pain in the ass. I also don't know what to write for the personal essay and when I'm done would fear letting someone read it because it will probably be incredibly corny and egotistical. I mean, how else am I going to make them like me? I NEED THIS.
If I look at my life right now as a series of endless opportunities to do amazing and beautiful things instead of a realization of all the things that have gone wrong then I might be ok. I might really love it.