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Here's a quickie.
Things are looking better for me...at least I think so. I don't really think I'm crazy or not getting there anytime soon. I'm trying to be more productive and getting things together here and there.
Work is okay and I'm getting more focused. I suppose it's a good thing. I'm tired of work though and can't wait til I'm only here for a few hours a day.
I've also got my mind elsewhere...wandering towards a guy that won't get out of my head. Surprisingly I think I have genuine feelings for him because this is completely different than I've ever felt before. I don't know how to take it and don't really know how to explain it other than I believe it's more than just a crush. I don't know how he's dealing with it and I really don't know if I wanna know.
Life is hard...that's all I have to say. It sucks a lot! I'm bored and tired of my life. I wish it would change or something great would happen. Crawfordsville isn't doing it for me anymore and the things that happen here aren't great either. The people are okay but honestly it's gonna take for school to start before anyone really gets to be any fun around here. Others are leaving and life is changing and this transition period sucks cause it takes a while to get used to everything again.
I'm still rambling...so I'll leave you with this. I'm still here and dealing with things. I'm getting better. I'm dealing with things more...but seriously I don't think I want to deal with things...I just want them to get better.
I'm also getting REALLY tired of this single status...so anyone who wants to set me up with any cuties feel free. Well, let me know first. I'm always iffy about blind dates...lol. *laughter laughter laughter laughter laughter*
Ta
Things are looking better for me...at least I think so. I don't really think I'm crazy or not getting there anytime soon. I'm trying to be more productive and getting things together here and there.
Work is okay and I'm getting more focused. I suppose it's a good thing. I'm tired of work though and can't wait til I'm only here for a few hours a day.
I've also got my mind elsewhere...wandering towards a guy that won't get out of my head. Surprisingly I think I have genuine feelings for him because this is completely different than I've ever felt before. I don't know how to take it and don't really know how to explain it other than I believe it's more than just a crush. I don't know how he's dealing with it and I really don't know if I wanna know.
Life is hard...that's all I have to say. It sucks a lot! I'm bored and tired of my life. I wish it would change or something great would happen. Crawfordsville isn't doing it for me anymore and the things that happen here aren't great either. The people are okay but honestly it's gonna take for school to start before anyone really gets to be any fun around here. Others are leaving and life is changing and this transition period sucks cause it takes a while to get used to everything again.
I'm still rambling...so I'll leave you with this. I'm still here and dealing with things. I'm getting better. I'm dealing with things more...but seriously I don't think I want to deal with things...I just want them to get better.
I'm also getting REALLY tired of this single status...so anyone who wants to set me up with any cuties feel free. Well, let me know first. I'm always iffy about blind dates...lol. *laughter laughter laughter laughter laughter*
Ta