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so last night i basically had a breakdown in public. got wicked upset didn't want to talk, almost cried and i secluded myself from everyone.
then when with boyfriend, started bawling at a very bad time.
now, i feel the reason I am like this is because I feel so alone. I feel like no one has any time for me and its such a horrible feeling.
i understand everyone has their own shit going on, but i always make myself available for people. i feel that i can't even call anyone when I am hysterical, so I don't. and that makes me feel like more shit.
idk what to do anymore...
then when with boyfriend, started bawling at a very bad time.
now, i feel the reason I am like this is because I feel so alone. I feel like no one has any time for me and its such a horrible feeling.
i understand everyone has their own shit going on, but i always make myself available for people. i feel that i can't even call anyone when I am hysterical, so I don't. and that makes me feel like more shit.
idk what to do anymore...