Sep 04, 2005 17:43
I really feel like crying. I have a really bad feeling in my stomach. I just got off the phone with Joe and he sugested a movie, but he sounded really tired and he wasn't in a good mood and I wasn't in the mood for a movie. He also said he could come over and we could think of something, but I'm too tired and I have been lazy all day. I was at his house untill 12.30 with his family for a BBQ yesterday. I didn't even get to go to my last fast and testimony meeting to day at church. It is going to be really hard for Joe and I these last 2 weeks before I have to leave. I can already feel how hard it is. I don't want to hurt him and I don't want to be hurt, but i have bad feeling already.
- Lisa H.