Everyday I come home feeling more and more miserable at my lack of Motivation and work done - I blame my choice of modules for this semester and my general lethargic self + my disbelief that my 21 st is over and I'm old with no more gifts to unwrap... It is a truly miserable and terrifying reality I face.
However. Being the child that I am, all these feelings disappear every time I look at my birthday flowers which are still doing well and my giant birthday balloons...(am presently especially in love with the giant red one from my parents and my pink hello kitty helium balloon) I'm presently wondering if I can bring them to the shop to get more helium pumped in to keep them afloat once all the present helium dissipates out of them - a truly tragic and horrific but likely reality.
I love that I have so many new nail polishes and various gifts to play around with and I only wish every day was my birthday because I Feed off such energy...another reason why i don't ever want to enter the working world...I can't even skip work on my birthday and there won't even be a September week holiday to give me a brief relief and opportunity to celebrate a lost birthday. Horrific.
I shall never fail to decorate my office/ cubicle with helium filled balloons during the month of September. If only to remind myself that ive grown older and that my birthday will always be mine even if it's spent in the cold office.
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