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I think I stress myself out WAY to much when it comes to work.
I hate being disrespected and I feel like I'm the bottom of the totem pole employee. And everytime I try to be assertive and do a good job it blows up in my face. I dunno. Now I just try to space out at work so I don't have to deal with any of the shit that goes on
Normally I love my job, but lately it's sucked.
Everything else has been going good. Cept for school. I do not like school, but I don't want to quit. I need to go. And I feel like I've been putting my job before school. They are both important to me but I don't want to fuck up, so now I have a homework night. I get off early on Wed so instead of staying up until 2am. I might actually be able to make it to bed by midnight.
Things with Matt have been going good. Little fights here and there but nothing major. I'm so happy that I have someone who is willing to deal with all of my shit. lol. Thanks Matt :)
I hate being disrespected and I feel like I'm the bottom of the totem pole employee. And everytime I try to be assertive and do a good job it blows up in my face. I dunno. Now I just try to space out at work so I don't have to deal with any of the shit that goes on
Normally I love my job, but lately it's sucked.
Everything else has been going good. Cept for school. I do not like school, but I don't want to quit. I need to go. And I feel like I've been putting my job before school. They are both important to me but I don't want to fuck up, so now I have a homework night. I get off early on Wed so instead of staying up until 2am. I might actually be able to make it to bed by midnight.
Things with Matt have been going good. Little fights here and there but nothing major. I'm so happy that I have someone who is willing to deal with all of my shit. lol. Thanks Matt :)