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Ok you know what I absolutely, positively can't stand WHATSOEVER? People telling me what to do. It drives me crazy! I guess it might sound a little immature.....but I really do think I know whats best for me. For example, today my mother wouldn't let me have a cigarette because she knows I'm quitting and I am quitting! Its not even an eventually kind of quitting thing. I know its a pointless thing that makes my hair smell bad and costs too much money and ruins my voice so the smart thing to do would be to quit. But I need to do it on my own damn terms! If I have one cigarette today then I won't want one that badly the next time theres an opportunity. But nooo mommy knows best. Maybe I'm not legally considered an adult, but that doesn't mean I'm not a smart person. There are LOTS of "adults" that are way over 18, but don't have the best common sense in the world (ahem ahem George Bush). People think I know so little and I wish they didn't think that, but at the same time I don't think I should have to prove anything to people either. I'm just in EXTREME independent mode and I am sooo ready to go to college its just not even funny! Ugh! I just feel like I have permanent PMS!
I definitely need to get into the Christmas spirit! Thank god- only 5 more days until vacation.
I definitely need to get into the Christmas spirit! Thank god- only 5 more days until vacation.