Somebody, Anybody, Please Tell Me Why There Is A Kangroo In My Bathroom Sink!

Jan 18, 2005 22:43

Due to excessive complaints/requests/requests, I have deemed it appropriate to continue updating in LJland.
Yay for all, right? We'll see.

You may find yourself asking "Well Mike, please do tell me what is going on in that fabulous little world of yours!"
And if you do find yourself asking that you would be incorrect. That's not a question. That's a request.

I'll refrain from punishing you further for your own stupidity this time and pacify your inquisitive little minds.

WHAT IS going on in my world this time around?!?

So many changes, yet so little has changed.

"Things" lately have been off the charts. Work is out of control! I work less, get paid more. W00p w00p for three days off per week!
My boss is transferring to Oregon. This is sad news. Alas! A blessing in disguise. This will give everyone a chance to prove what they can do! A lot of people have been waiting for this opportunity.

Home life- It's a little unsteady. Greg made a HUGE error over the holidays that's costing him about eight hundred dollars. Because of this fact he will not be able to make the move with us into our new place when our lease expires. It's all good though. We'll just sign a six month here again. That should be enough for him to get back on his financial little feet. Dwarven feet.

Been meeting some extreme people from the internet.. since it's winter and all outdoor hobbies are in tempo-disco. S'all good though. Punkin has been craving some alone time. I realized tonight that I have the most cuddle prone cat in the ultraverse. And that in itself is an understatement.

I've found that I've been drinking less. Alcohol that is. Hmm.. I don't need booze to party. I don't need booze to relax.
Things I've taken up:
*Boxing
*Guitar
*City of Heroes
*Dating
*Social Reclusion (yes, again)
*Social Interaction (yes, also)
*Selectively answering the telephone
*Bulmia (accidentally.. you know how you're sitting on the bus.. and then you suddenly realize you haven't eatten in four days? Yeah, that kind)
*Relaxing

It's been fabu.

Another issue at hand that I shall, from this point on, refer to as the MdotDavis-Factor. Hmm.. I'm pretty sure he'll be reading this, so whatever. A message just for him - Dude, you are rockin' my surf! To the rest of you. Pay close attention.

I have a history, as observed in the past, of getting really hyped up about boys. Or girls. Or whomever was "in the picture" at the time. Right? Right. So... why am I not WAAAAY excited about this boy?
Confusing, yes? WRONG! It's simple. The MdotDavis-Factor isn't like any of the other crushes/one nights/LTRs/dates/blahblahblah/etc's I've had. I'm not proclaiming supreme idolism or anything, just that it's a completely different situation. I am indeed excited. Yet at the same time reserved.

I'm not terribly interested in rushing into something, or anything, with the MdotDavis-Factor. It's more of a comfort to take everything at a slower pace. Yeah, we've been hanging out a lot. Yeah, we've been close. Am I stoked to get closer? Am I pumped to hang out more? HELLZ YEAH! But I get the feeling that it's going to happen. Eventually it will happen. We will hang out again. And we will become closer. This feeling is astounding to me for the simple reason that I'm not concerned about WHEN we hang out again.. or HOW much closer we become.. Just that we will. It's pleasant.

In comparison, I'm realizing certain truths about other certain friends/lovers/buddies. Yeah.. you guys.. I don't know why you fight that feelin' in yer gut.. you've known for a long time coming that we were just not going to make it very far for very long. And it suxor that you couldn't be straight forward with yourself(ves). I think it's a wonderful idea for the both/all of us to just not talk to each other anymore. I've been trying hard to make this clearly noted in subtleties, yet you have not caught on. For those of you reading this.. you will know who you are. The feeling's always been there. You can't deny it now. It burns within your belly. Let go and let God.

Tax returns are coming.. Hmm.. what to do.. what to do? Car? Travel? Vacation? Responsibilities(ughck)? Suggestions?

Tomorrow I work. Pity. Each day that passes I grow more and more disgusted with myself for putting up with this place and the attitudes abundant there. I put in my notice for March solely to save up enough money to be ok for a while. I really don't know what I want to do with my time or "career" at this point. But I do know it lies not in Retial.

Dave wants to take pix. I want to take pix in the rain. How sexi is that?! Should be fun. I wish it would snow...
Until next time...

~Mj
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