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ALRIGHT WELL.
my older. like really older cousins are over.
and my mom and all them are drinking.
and im just sitting up here.
waiting for kristen to come so i guess
ill just type something up right quick.
all my friends are gone.
at sacred heart. so
apparently. idk i just feel
like i dont belong on the
team. like even though i
didnt have my piece together.
when it comes to some things.
i feel so left out. ugh.
i saw "her".
in the flesh.
like it was REALLY her.
holding hands with him.
and he even looked back to
see if i was looking back.
and i wasn't.
styna told me that.
i just stared at the floor.
it was so surreal.
i didn't even get upset though.
i kinda just felt like
punching a hole in the wall.
never ever thought i'd see
her let alone meet her.
which he was too immature to do.
obviously.
i really wanna be a peer leader.
hope they pick me.
my camera broke. im really pissed.
why am i so irritable sometimes.
anndd. im not quitting.
i can't.
my older. like really older cousins are over.
and my mom and all them are drinking.
and im just sitting up here.
waiting for kristen to come so i guess
ill just type something up right quick.
all my friends are gone.
at sacred heart. so
apparently. idk i just feel
like i dont belong on the
team. like even though i
didnt have my piece together.
when it comes to some things.
i feel so left out. ugh.
i saw "her".
in the flesh.
like it was REALLY her.
holding hands with him.
and he even looked back to
see if i was looking back.
and i wasn't.
styna told me that.
i just stared at the floor.
it was so surreal.
i didn't even get upset though.
i kinda just felt like
punching a hole in the wall.
never ever thought i'd see
her let alone meet her.
which he was too immature to do.
obviously.
i really wanna be a peer leader.
hope they pick me.
my camera broke. im really pissed.
why am i so irritable sometimes.
anndd. im not quitting.
i can't.