sometimes you cant explain it.
sometimes i can't explain what it is that i'm missing, but it's there and it's only gotten more obvious to me. i don't want to live like this. i can't explain what it feels like to only long for something you can't have, and i don't mean this like a person or a thing, but life in general, that no matter what people and laws and whatever else comes your way is not going to let you do what you just want to be content doing.
maybe it's a passion, maybe it's just this situation that has me at this point, but either way i still don't understand why i seem to be the only one i know going through this. why do people take it all for granted, and not question at all why things are the way they are? it's like fucking 1984, i don't understand how you can deal with that.
i'm so close, i'm so unbelievably close to letting it all go.
how can you not feel this way too?
look, it's fate. :)
"are you out there? are you listening? is there something we're still missing?"
maybe it's a passion, maybe it's just this situation that has me at this point, but either way i still don't understand why i seem to be the only one i know going through this. why do people take it all for granted, and not question at all why things are the way they are? it's like fucking 1984, i don't understand how you can deal with that.
i'm so close, i'm so unbelievably close to letting it all go.
how can you not feel this way too?
look, it's fate. :)
"are you out there? are you listening? is there something we're still missing?"