Aug 08, 2001 01:38
I lead such a pathetic life... I have been on the net all night, listening to a very recent ex tell me a million and one reasons why I should NOT love Keri... but that certainly didn't stop me... only succeeded in making me feel MUCH worse. I can't love this girl.. I have to stop.. it's fucking up my life too bad... I sooo need to forget her, or I shall go completely insane, if i haven't already reached that point... I was told tonight that Keri was only letting me "do this little thing" until I moved... and that she has been dating some Whitney Jones guy for some time down there... what the hell... someone is lying to me somewhere, and i WILL find out who, no matter what the hell it takes.