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bad day bad day bad day
first of all, my science teacher mrs. smart is such a bitch!!! she was so mean to me in front of the whole class and she always is but today was the last straw. she calls our class the ADD class. and she is so sarcastic and mean. she's like "didnt u go to kindergarten?!?! why cant u count?!" i mean its like "hello woman let's not take away all these kids pride" yknow. ugahlkeldfajlkjewoj and she wouldnt let me turn in my homework bcuz she hates me and thats gonna really hurt my grade! bitchh
so after school i was crying about that to my mom bcuz i was just in a sensitive mood. then christina comes backstage where i was and was like "cmon amy lets go practice" and im like "well can u wait, im waiting for my mom to call me back" and blnah blah and she goes "whatever amy fuck it im thru with this shit" and she left and slammed the door so hard and i just broke down
then argus (our director) came backstage and gave me this look and was like "cmon its time to practice". whatever. so i am just crying and hyper ventilating and being an idiot
i ended up having a panic attack and i couldnt catch my breath and i cried for like an hour just bcuz well i dunno why .. i was just in a depressed mood and i cried forever. it was horrible
after rehearsals, stephen picked me up and we went and chilled somewhere. he made me feel a shitload better. as always. he finished my day off well even tho it was the definition of shitty
first of all, my science teacher mrs. smart is such a bitch!!! she was so mean to me in front of the whole class and she always is but today was the last straw. she calls our class the ADD class. and she is so sarcastic and mean. she's like "didnt u go to kindergarten?!?! why cant u count?!" i mean its like "hello woman let's not take away all these kids pride" yknow. ugahlkeldfajlkjewoj and she wouldnt let me turn in my homework bcuz she hates me and thats gonna really hurt my grade! bitchh
so after school i was crying about that to my mom bcuz i was just in a sensitive mood. then christina comes backstage where i was and was like "cmon amy lets go practice" and im like "well can u wait, im waiting for my mom to call me back" and blnah blah and she goes "whatever amy fuck it im thru with this shit" and she left and slammed the door so hard and i just broke down
then argus (our director) came backstage and gave me this look and was like "cmon its time to practice". whatever. so i am just crying and hyper ventilating and being an idiot
i ended up having a panic attack and i couldnt catch my breath and i cried for like an hour just bcuz well i dunno why .. i was just in a depressed mood and i cried forever. it was horrible
after rehearsals, stephen picked me up and we went and chilled somewhere. he made me feel a shitload better. as always. he finished my day off well even tho it was the definition of shitty