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I can't live
If living is without you
Weird how something can seem so intuitively sound, but it's so far from the reality of things that your mind can't grasp it all.
I'm so confused. And, it's excrutiating...but, I'm trying to forget it all. I think in the end it'll be easier for my mind to erase all that was in my heart rather than try to accept that I was wrong. That I'll never be complete. I'll never understand how my judgment could be so off, or how I could fall into something so deep knowing I shouldn't've. Knowing the risks and I still went ahead. I do this all the time. It has to stop.
And, I'm ending this process by starting with eradicating some of the things that cause all my heartache. I'm sorry, but it's the least painful way.
If living is without you
Weird how something can seem so intuitively sound, but it's so far from the reality of things that your mind can't grasp it all.
I'm so confused. And, it's excrutiating...but, I'm trying to forget it all. I think in the end it'll be easier for my mind to erase all that was in my heart rather than try to accept that I was wrong. That I'll never be complete. I'll never understand how my judgment could be so off, or how I could fall into something so deep knowing I shouldn't've. Knowing the risks and I still went ahead. I do this all the time. It has to stop.
And, I'm ending this process by starting with eradicating some of the things that cause all my heartache. I'm sorry, but it's the least painful way.