its only 10am and i already feel like shit
dont you hate the days when you coax yourself into a bad mood? well i managed to do that before i even got out of bed. jeez. so i havent seen zach in a week, if he died i wouldnt have a clue. how much does that suck. the past few nights i been out till 1030 like the whole time haha it was so fun. me and lonie and zach and zach, then the next day after band practice we just kinda hung out and collected people, me lonie kate rachel luke zach. got 3 freaking huge blisters on my fingers from playing at band practice, cuz i seriously hadnt really played since like a month ago. that sucked. but oh well. so ive kinda been working myself into a shitty mood all week, and the only good thing about that is then i can finally write, which i need to do. uhhh i had some paper left over from when i made a mural out of CD inserts, so its taped up in my garage right now, i painted all last night on it, and this morning im gonna go spray paint it a little. it sucks that i only have red, orange, black and white spray paint lol. oh and this gray shit. but yeah. thatll look nice. i love painting, once i get into it. i came inside at like 11 and i was covered in paint it was so fun. anyways back when i was like 7 i had this cyst thing on my eyelid, and they had to do freaking surgery. on my eyelid. when i was 7. but i was a brave little girl, specially since i had surgery all the time at that age. they didnt even put me under! but anyways, the point of the story is, i just realized last night i have another one on the SAME freaking eyelid. and if it doesnt go away, guess what i get to do? more freaking surgery. because, yknow, i dont already see ENOUGH of the hospital what with the fact that im ALREADY going in for surgery in august. yay. so my plan is to take a needle to my eyelid and get rid of this bitch once and for all. mwahaha.