Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful day.
So school today was alright. Wasn't the worst but it could have been a bit better. Whatever I guess. I finally met Sylvia (Mark's new girlfriend)...she's so little and cute. I love it. He seem's really excited about this and how things are gonna end up with her... So im really happy and excited for him.
I started talking to a few people I havn't really ever socialized with and I`m really starting to not be so... shy and scared anymore when I'm talking to people that I don't really know so well. I was stressing about that for a really long time about how I'm always too shy and I can never open up.. so that's another big load off of my shoulders.
I guess i`m making progress.
I still have those little break downs where I just sit and cry and feel so shitty and insecure about myself but I really think I`m starting to get my life on track. Not feel so bad about myself anymore and realize theres more to life then just being depressed.
Alright enough said. I'm going to go and try to have an eventful night... yah know, givin the circumstances `n all. :-/
xoxoxox
<3
I started talking to a few people I havn't really ever socialized with and I`m really starting to not be so... shy and scared anymore when I'm talking to people that I don't really know so well. I was stressing about that for a really long time about how I'm always too shy and I can never open up.. so that's another big load off of my shoulders.
I guess i`m making progress.
I still have those little break downs where I just sit and cry and feel so shitty and insecure about myself but I really think I`m starting to get my life on track. Not feel so bad about myself anymore and realize theres more to life then just being depressed.
Alright enough said. I'm going to go and try to have an eventful night... yah know, givin the circumstances `n all. :-/
xoxoxox
<3