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Its sat already, and It feels like christmas.
We've been going through all of the shit around the house to start packing it for storage, and we found two tapes. One was of my and my mom and my dad in the appartment in pamona. I was a really fat baby. I saw what my dad looks like for the first time in three years, but it was 15 years ago, and it made me really wanna cry. The second tape was christmas 1995, and I was 6 and fucking annoying as hell. god, I just wanted to turn off the tape because I couldn't stand me. Friday I cleaned my room really good, and I'm proud of myself. I got a call back from BAB, which Im really really really excited about. I'm really really starting to smoke again, and I really wanna stop, its just really effing hard. I'm trying to stop stealing really hard too, and I'm almost not anymore.
Today were going to stacy's house for the wedding rehearsel, and I'm excited. I saw Katy and Kim last night, and I'm really glad that I did.
I don't think I'm going to cali for the summer anymore. That makes me sad. I realy miss my family. I wanna see the new gravitational pull my father has gained...
There is so much I need to do lately. I wish that time would just stop for a little. I wish we could have an extra few hours in the day. It would be nice, no?
We've been going through all of the shit around the house to start packing it for storage, and we found two tapes. One was of my and my mom and my dad in the appartment in pamona. I was a really fat baby. I saw what my dad looks like for the first time in three years, but it was 15 years ago, and it made me really wanna cry. The second tape was christmas 1995, and I was 6 and fucking annoying as hell. god, I just wanted to turn off the tape because I couldn't stand me. Friday I cleaned my room really good, and I'm proud of myself. I got a call back from BAB, which Im really really really excited about. I'm really really starting to smoke again, and I really wanna stop, its just really effing hard. I'm trying to stop stealing really hard too, and I'm almost not anymore.
Today were going to stacy's house for the wedding rehearsel, and I'm excited. I saw Katy and Kim last night, and I'm really glad that I did.
I don't think I'm going to cali for the summer anymore. That makes me sad. I realy miss my family. I wanna see the new gravitational pull my father has gained...
There is so much I need to do lately. I wish that time would just stop for a little. I wish we could have an extra few hours in the day. It would be nice, no?