fuck off and don't ask questions
dissipate, eliminate, and scatter me worldwide
and somehow I'd never be good enough...
make over my will to persevere
I'm still scarred so deep inside...
feeling invisible to everyone's touch
yet so BRIGHTLY I scream ever so loud...
WHY AM I NEVER GOOD ENOUGH!
menacing clouds of being ignored brew
hateful storms of emotions spin and turn...
the rains of my anguish, my self loathing
misunderstood winds carry me far far away...
the winds speak their words, echoing mine
i'm burning inside and struggling to run...
WHY AM I NEVER GOOD ENOUGH!
One day all my words will eat me alive
my sharp tongue slicing through my future...
I want to be loved, I want to be needed
instead all I feel is buried and cheated
WHY AM I NEVER GOOD ENOUGH!
so dissipate, eliminate me until you feel fine
make sure I'm all gone, if you so incline
I'LL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH
please plaster this on my tombstone for all to see
it's just ironic, this situation going on inside me
-----this is about all and none. not relationships in that term. good and bad. alone and in company. frustration and sadness. feeling like the last person stranded on a crappy lil island, and yet just around the end of the jungles is a whole world thriving, and I am the lowly messenger, floating by and by on the ocean's ripples hoping one day I too could be on the other side of the ocean.
and somehow I'd never be good enough...
make over my will to persevere
I'm still scarred so deep inside...
feeling invisible to everyone's touch
yet so BRIGHTLY I scream ever so loud...
WHY AM I NEVER GOOD ENOUGH!
menacing clouds of being ignored brew
hateful storms of emotions spin and turn...
the rains of my anguish, my self loathing
misunderstood winds carry me far far away...
the winds speak their words, echoing mine
i'm burning inside and struggling to run...
WHY AM I NEVER GOOD ENOUGH!
One day all my words will eat me alive
my sharp tongue slicing through my future...
I want to be loved, I want to be needed
instead all I feel is buried and cheated
WHY AM I NEVER GOOD ENOUGH!
so dissipate, eliminate me until you feel fine
make sure I'm all gone, if you so incline
I'LL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH
please plaster this on my tombstone for all to see
it's just ironic, this situation going on inside me
-----this is about all and none. not relationships in that term. good and bad. alone and in company. frustration and sadness. feeling like the last person stranded on a crappy lil island, and yet just around the end of the jungles is a whole world thriving, and I am the lowly messenger, floating by and by on the ocean's ripples hoping one day I too could be on the other side of the ocean.