let's have bizarre celebrations
I like it when songs come on that make me think of lauren + the glasses crew.
(that looks like a band name. <3)
especially this one. it was the first time the glasses crew hung together - lauren.
amber called me today. thirteenth yearrrr.
for the fourth of july, we sat on top of amadee's roof and watched the fireworks all arond us. then we went to chris' and swam. chris held my hand and took me into the deep end, then made me swim back by myself to show me that I could do it. and I did.
this whole eating unprocessed food only thing is sooo hard. but everybody seems to believe I can do it. except for my dad, but, you know how it goes.
I want:
a cucumber
a head of lettuce
pickles
wheat bread
tomatoes
bananas
soy milk
maybe I'll actually get a few of those things.
these next few days will be tiiiiight.
I really wanted to go to college today. sean, a.k.a. my prom date, said he's going to apply to csun, and I was like "you have no idea how perfect my life would be." because it would.
and kind of is.
I mean, besides the little things, but those things don't count, because thinking big picture here. I have
a good family
good friends
good times
good relationship with God, mostly.
so what bad could there be?
eta got a fo' on the ap english test. it says they send it to janet reinbolt at csun. I'd like to believe she is sitting there, going "I recognize that name," and realizing that I don't suck.
(that looks like a band name. <3)
especially this one. it was the first time the glasses crew hung together - lauren.
amber called me today. thirteenth yearrrr.
for the fourth of july, we sat on top of amadee's roof and watched the fireworks all arond us. then we went to chris' and swam. chris held my hand and took me into the deep end, then made me swim back by myself to show me that I could do it. and I did.
this whole eating unprocessed food only thing is sooo hard. but everybody seems to believe I can do it. except for my dad, but, you know how it goes.
I want:
a cucumber
a head of lettuce
pickles
wheat bread
tomatoes
bananas
soy milk
maybe I'll actually get a few of those things.
these next few days will be tiiiiight.
I really wanted to go to college today. sean, a.k.a. my prom date, said he's going to apply to csun, and I was like "you have no idea how perfect my life would be." because it would.
and kind of is.
I mean, besides the little things, but those things don't count, because thinking big picture here. I have
a good family
good friends
good times
good relationship with God, mostly.
so what bad could there be?
eta got a fo' on the ap english test. it says they send it to janet reinbolt at csun. I'd like to believe she is sitting there, going "I recognize that name," and realizing that I don't suck.