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well i'm leaving to go to P.O.L. inlike 45 minutes. This will be good to have some time to think about all that's been going on this past week. (without all the influences of my friends) you know, i think all of the people talking to him about me is what's making him avoid me. I hate being me and guys hating me. I wish marshall were to read this so he could REALLY know how i felt, cause i can't tell him face to face but i doubt he'd read this considering he probably thinks i'm a crazy freak. I'm ust so confused. One minute he's all cool with me and then the next he's avoiding me. I don't really know why everyone keeps telling him i like him cause i never said that. I don't really even know him, i just want to be friends. I mean i nearly died last night because tim decided to scream across a sidewalk full of marshall's band buddies that i like him. I never said that! it's starting to get on my nerves. Okay, so since i know marshall won't read this...will you give him this entry kat? you're like the only person i know he's not scared of.