What's worth it?

[vyxrawr]

You will always want what you can't have and even things you don't have, although you don't even want it. That is simply human nature.

And I don't think it started that way. It did truly begin with a genuine friendship that escalated and spiraled beyond anyone's control. And when that happened, somewhere in between all the madness, that previous quote drove my actions and emotions.

Now that I think back to it, I don't know why it happened, or how it happened. The fact of the matter is that it happened. -ed as in the past. And I think I'm finally learning, as part of growing up, that there will always be things in life that I will want. Whether it be because I can't have it or because I don't have it, that is not enough reason to pursue it. It's a good motivation for sure. But if that is simply the only reason, it's not worth it. Even if I achieve it and obtain it, I won't have the same sense of accomplishment as if I had more reason.

This whole 'experience' has truly been educational, I just really hope that we can all learn from this. Move on from this. Be friends one day.