Apr 30, 2006 16:15
I want to die.
I want my stupid heart to stop it's aching beat.
I don't want to be gullible...
I don't want to be alone...
I don't want to die, but at the same time... I want it all to end.
I don't want to hurt...
I don't want to feel my heart breaking anymore.
I want to be a mother...
I don't want to lose children...
I want to cry.
I don't want to cry...
I want to leave Kingman.
I don't want to leave...
I want to escape.
I don't want to die alone...
I don't want to be left alone...
I want to be held...
I want to be kissed.
I want to be cherished.
I want to come home to someone dear.
I want to be free.
I want... love...
I don't want love.
I want commitment.
I want forever and eternity... in your arms...