now i remember
why school and i don't mesh. it's the end of week 1 and i'm already overwhelmed and displeased. granted, it's my default mode, but still. i was all ready to jump back in, make the most of it all, woohoo senior year never gonna get this again. and now i just want the semester to be over. med school apps are kicking my ass, not to mention the interviews that are about to go down. my classes are uninspiring. i'm having to work so much for ind study since the rats still need to be run and we haven't really got replacements. and i just feel so off in every aspect of life, my timing is just skewed and i never feel comfortable in any moment. i feel like i should be doing something else or thinking something else or BEING something else. but anyhow. leslie, i love you so much and i'm so happy for you and i can't wait to be there by your side as your voice of reason (well, really, what else am i here for?) as much as i can in my two states over way.