summertime...
and the livin' is easy...
i guess. the last of the year flew by, but all things considered it was stress free and almost enjoyable for me. jr year def my best so far in a lot of regards, although i guess if you add in some of the downs it would even out. but let's not try to rehash those.
moving was a bitch to say the least, at least 10 car trips back and forth between central and partners, but the stuff is mostly moved in and i guess i have a new home for the year. it's really nice and all despite the fact that the hot/cold on my washer is switched (and the realtor thought i was a tard and kept telling me to do stuff to make sure even though i'm PRETTY SURE they're switched). the only thing is it's lonely b/c no one else is really around, and we all know i have issues with loneliness. granted, adding to that is the fact that everyone is gone, and i'm sure once school starts it'll be ok, but just right now... not good. i've been better. wusi called me and talked to me for like 2 hours last night and seriously, i love you dude. you have no idea how good you are to me and how thankful i am that you actually put up with my shit and all the while that you're probably thinking "why is she doing this to herself" you stay supportive and you let me know that what's really important is that i know i can count on you and that you want me to be able to. that means so much and there are few people that are able to do that so unselfishly. and i love you to death for that.
i guess that's life at the moment. apparently michael and his new wife and child are moving to durham. marc bowled a 200 but couldn't get a printout. anna leigh and i spent about $500 total at uncle harry's and we still have food points left (but the lady there knows me as the girl who always smiles which is slightly... unexpected for me i guess). i bought a futon that i can actually keep as opposed to all the ones that i'll have to return at the end of the summer. i can't wait to go to a) chicago and b) home. it's been a big letdown here now that everyone's left, i was really feeling at home here when everyone was around at least. now it's just this big empty campus that would be a lot more fun. but i guess no one's home either so once again, alone. sense a theme?
i'm really kind of dreading the end of summer... it's just going to be so weird thinking that this is the last time people are coming back and after that, everything is going to be our last time really. and, let's be honest, i'm probably not going to end up near ANYONE. period. i can barely handle these past like 2 days without people here, much less life. real life sucks.
god this entry blows, i'm well aware. i'm really in no state to be writing anything b/c i can barely sort out everything in my head right now, but i guess that's nothing new. i have a meeting to go to, try again next time.
i guess. the last of the year flew by, but all things considered it was stress free and almost enjoyable for me. jr year def my best so far in a lot of regards, although i guess if you add in some of the downs it would even out. but let's not try to rehash those.
moving was a bitch to say the least, at least 10 car trips back and forth between central and partners, but the stuff is mostly moved in and i guess i have a new home for the year. it's really nice and all despite the fact that the hot/cold on my washer is switched (and the realtor thought i was a tard and kept telling me to do stuff to make sure even though i'm PRETTY SURE they're switched). the only thing is it's lonely b/c no one else is really around, and we all know i have issues with loneliness. granted, adding to that is the fact that everyone is gone, and i'm sure once school starts it'll be ok, but just right now... not good. i've been better. wusi called me and talked to me for like 2 hours last night and seriously, i love you dude. you have no idea how good you are to me and how thankful i am that you actually put up with my shit and all the while that you're probably thinking "why is she doing this to herself" you stay supportive and you let me know that what's really important is that i know i can count on you and that you want me to be able to. that means so much and there are few people that are able to do that so unselfishly. and i love you to death for that.
i guess that's life at the moment. apparently michael and his new wife and child are moving to durham. marc bowled a 200 but couldn't get a printout. anna leigh and i spent about $500 total at uncle harry's and we still have food points left (but the lady there knows me as the girl who always smiles which is slightly... unexpected for me i guess). i bought a futon that i can actually keep as opposed to all the ones that i'll have to return at the end of the summer. i can't wait to go to a) chicago and b) home. it's been a big letdown here now that everyone's left, i was really feeling at home here when everyone was around at least. now it's just this big empty campus that would be a lot more fun. but i guess no one's home either so once again, alone. sense a theme?
i'm really kind of dreading the end of summer... it's just going to be so weird thinking that this is the last time people are coming back and after that, everything is going to be our last time really. and, let's be honest, i'm probably not going to end up near ANYONE. period. i can barely handle these past like 2 days without people here, much less life. real life sucks.
god this entry blows, i'm well aware. i'm really in no state to be writing anything b/c i can barely sort out everything in my head right now, but i guess that's nothing new. i have a meeting to go to, try again next time.