This is going to sound very vauge...

Oct 13, 2006 02:12

But, i know what I'm talking about and this is mainly for stringing thoughts and future reference.

Anyways, I got in a conversation with this kid I know. I figured he'd have been with hella girls and had hella sex but, when it came down to it he was almost like a child. And I thought he'd be so confident in his "tracks." but, again, when it came down to it. He was so naive and so...scared I guess. And I thought this kid didn't give two shits about me then he told me a pretty deep secret. Something I seriously doubt he's told to many other people.
I find it so funny how wrong my opinion was. Life is ironic as fuck.

Also, it almost seems like my band is hitting the next stage. There's a couple shows in the watertown area that we're not on. but, we're booked in clinton and syracuse and ogdensburg. We're almost done with our album.
My question is, will the album take off and will we get booked more and more farther and farther...or is this just some lucky hiccup that's going to fade? And will we not be, not only on local shows but, more distant ones too?
Kind of scary. This band will have been together for 3 years come Dec. I believe. 3 fuckin' years. And the next couple months could make or break this band almost it seems. I certainly don't want it to break. I'm pretty pleased with where I am. I don't think I could do it all a third time around anyway. Not around here. Me and Chad lit a lightbulb together and explored the unkown. Drop Dead Ugly Made the room a little brighter and paved the way to my future. And Forever Falls Through is the irony that will hopefully take me throughout the rest of my journey. And I say "the irony" because that's basically what that name is..Ironic. we don't want forever to fall through...yeah it's inevitable but, so blunt like that..forever falls through. Makes it sound like it will end tomorrow or next week or something.

I'm even going to touch on the subject of women..or is it woman....I'll probably break something.

Yeah, i guess I'm done rambling.
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