Lately
So I am officially in an odd place of late. I find myself suffering from a new type of depression. Where previously I turned things inward to devalue myself, now I find I care about next to nothing. Even things that normally interest me, or are actually important. I just don't care. Also unlike the previous bouts with depression, I feel little to no need to talk to anyone about it. In fact, I'm posting this mostly as a reference the next time I get to talk to a doctor.
I will say there are a few things I still feel strongly. I feel great anger and sadness about my most recent ex. She betrayed me worse than anyone else, but she's the one stuck in my head. Grrr.
I've also been avoiding talking to some people I know. Been doing it to keep from saying or doing something rude, as there are some who are just being themselves, but end up either grating on my nerves or pissing me off with a quickness.
I guess it's clear I'm a different person these days. Can't say it's someone I like
I will say there are a few things I still feel strongly. I feel great anger and sadness about my most recent ex. She betrayed me worse than anyone else, but she's the one stuck in my head. Grrr.
I've also been avoiding talking to some people I know. Been doing it to keep from saying or doing something rude, as there are some who are just being themselves, but end up either grating on my nerves or pissing me off with a quickness.
I guess it's clear I'm a different person these days. Can't say it's someone I like