And I finally found the courage to let it all go

Sep 14, 2004 15:17

More on these damn headaches. Ugh. Crap. SO yeah.... this "little" tumor thing had been no biggie of late. We have figured out that my damn tingling in my hand is Carpal Tunnel and a really bad headache hadn't occured in almost a year.

So why now? And why when a girl is at my house? Oh, yeah did I mention brain growths are not on my list of top things to talk about when you have barely been on one date with the girl. Ugh! Not that I have heard much since the other night other than a very short lived IM. Of course that could be my fault cause I was rather medicated last night and incoherent in my typing. Worse than usual.

Today was spent teaching A VB class. Teaching basic code to beginners is not my idea of fun during the remnants of a headache. That and the 45 minute drive to the company I was going to is a bitch. I am not looking forward too I-4 in rush hour.

Oh yeah.. and in my weekly lament. I give up on dating. This weekend has proved to me that I have no business out there among the eligible girls. I hate the whole process and to make it even worse I am not any good at it.

Gonna hit 30 as a bitter single lady. :)
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