the year 2005 begins..
i am in a new place (east moline, illinois).
Weather for East Moline i am still with mark.
*we need pictures of us but i am too fat so i will wit**
i am starting a new diet.
i have to work into it so i am having smaller lunches to get down to having NO LUNCH.. just dinner.
drinking only 1 soda.. and mostly water.
*** GOAL is to lose 20-40lbs ***
i didn't go to my job interview or registering for OFFICE TEAM today. i woke up late. i didn't want to go anyway because it was out in davenport, iowa.
around 1000, i received a call from DILLARDS. they found my resume off of
Career Builder and want me to come in to fill out an application.
i had NO idea that they need resumes for dillards or they even look on the internet for people.
i am going there today to apply for a job. it is much closer than office team. **most of the jobs here pay like $5.25 - $6 because cost of living is low**
MAN! i just received my mother's package from florida. she sent me like TONS of junk food (candy) so how can i start my diet with all of that? mark has volunteered to eat all of it. HAHAHA! but i also got some money from my aunt... and my other pillow. i like having a pillow between my legs. is that weird? oh, and i got some of my sweaters. ^_^
to think about last year.. i would never thought i would live in east moline.. i was always thinking i would be in the navy.
my life has changed... and i am okay with it. (i think?)
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My 2005 New Year Resolutions!
1. lose weight.. stay on my diet. LOSE 20-40lbs. so i can weigh 120-140lbs
2. find a job
3. hang out with maria more. **she will probably be my only friend here sooOo**
4. work on controling my anxiety lvls without pills
take care journal! ^_^