okay, i believe you.
this is beyond ridiculous. i'm over crying. i'm over depending on someone else to make me happy. i'm over chasing. i'm over trying so fucking hard to be with this person. things are not getting any better, and they never will. it's getting harder and sadder everyday. i'm fucking stupid for standing in line just waiting to hurt more. this needs to end. so today i'm going to stay sober and see how i feel. wish me luck cause i'm going to need it.