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So I'm doing this before I get a second third fourth chance to reconsider.
I've been taking a break from college the past year to unwind and hopefully prepare for a return to my studies in the future, and as the time to get all that arranged draws near, I'm finding myself bogged down by a surfeit of extra stresses and issues to deal with. As much as I'd avoided admitting it to myself the past few weeks, this is affecting my ability to RP -- which in turn is making me feel hella guilty, which is affecting my ability to get shit done in real life, which IN TURN is making me too tired to RP... A vicious circle indeed.
I've finally got some direction as to what I'd like to do with my life, but I think that in order to get on that path, there're some things I need to give up. As much as I adore you, SC, that means you. Plot was a misguided last-ditch attempt to unearth some last vestiges of energy and motivation (the proverbial mid-life crisis, if you will) but after more than a month of malaise, I realised that was just selfish. Although I can make a good show of it, I can't put my 100% that you all deserve into my RP right now.
I'll be letting go of Eridan (vvanquishing) and Remington (shushuteur) here after another sleepless night before work. I don't plan on making it a permanent departure though! I doubt I could ever really quit Soul Campaign, not after the year and a half I've already spent. I may see you all again in the Fall. In fact, you could probably count on it.
Regarding the plot with Remi I have yet to finish, I will coordinate OOCly here in this post with people I need to handwave interactions with. Matters with Shibusen are essentially sorted out already, and Yukeh has agreed to help me here with plot related questions.
My deepest apologies to people who volunteered for plot -- I was truly looking forward to logging with you all, but I feel that this is more fair than starting something I can only make sub-par. My biggest apologies to Nataku and Kerrigan, with whom I still have innumerable shenanigans to get up to. Eridan and Kerrigan were some of the best times I had in SC, and I really mean that. And even more apologies to my castmates, current and potential (all you Wakfu bros!) You all deserve better.
Before things get too tl;dr, lemme just say that you guys've shaped my life on the Internet since I joined way back in 2009! You may continue to find me on my Plurk and AIM (doctornolicense), because there's no way in hell I'm cutting things off completely!
Until later, guys. :')
- Doc
I've been taking a break from college the past year to unwind and hopefully prepare for a return to my studies in the future, and as the time to get all that arranged draws near, I'm finding myself bogged down by a surfeit of extra stresses and issues to deal with. As much as I'd avoided admitting it to myself the past few weeks, this is affecting my ability to RP -- which in turn is making me feel hella guilty, which is affecting my ability to get shit done in real life, which IN TURN is making me too tired to RP... A vicious circle indeed.
I've finally got some direction as to what I'd like to do with my life, but I think that in order to get on that path, there're some things I need to give up. As much as I adore you, SC, that means you. Plot was a misguided last-ditch attempt to unearth some last vestiges of energy and motivation (the proverbial mid-life crisis, if you will) but after more than a month of malaise, I realised that was just selfish. Although I can make a good show of it, I can't put my 100% that you all deserve into my RP right now.
I'll be letting go of Eridan (vvanquishing) and Remington (shushuteur) here after another sleepless night before work. I don't plan on making it a permanent departure though! I doubt I could ever really quit Soul Campaign, not after the year and a half I've already spent. I may see you all again in the Fall. In fact, you could probably count on it.
Regarding the plot with Remi I have yet to finish, I will coordinate OOCly here in this post with people I need to handwave interactions with. Matters with Shibusen are essentially sorted out already, and Yukeh has agreed to help me here with plot related questions.
My deepest apologies to people who volunteered for plot -- I was truly looking forward to logging with you all, but I feel that this is more fair than starting something I can only make sub-par. My biggest apologies to Nataku and Kerrigan, with whom I still have innumerable shenanigans to get up to. Eridan and Kerrigan were some of the best times I had in SC, and I really mean that. And even more apologies to my castmates, current and potential (all you Wakfu bros!) You all deserve better.
Before things get too tl;dr, lemme just say that you guys've shaped my life on the Internet since I joined way back in 2009! You may continue to find me on my Plurk and AIM (doctornolicense), because there's no way in hell I'm cutting things off completely!
Until later, guys. :')
- Doc