(no subject)
i have one chapter left in the third book i've read in like the last three weeks and im quite a bit upset that i've almost come to the end. i don't know what i'll do the rest of the day after i finish this book.
spent the weekend talking to a few people i haven't talked to in a very long time. it opened my eyes really.
I AM AN IDIOT
i have had so many beautiful oportunities that i passed up for some kind of seemingly stupid reason at the time. sometimes the chikin-shit side of me made the excuse, other times i felt what i was doing - or, rather, wasn't doing - seemed like the best way to most respectful and i realize now that it wasn't. it sucks to try and keep yourself from doing something you may regret in the future, and then, when the future comes you realize that what you were affraid of becoming a regret would have actually kept you from regreting anything. ugh. irony i funny until it's in your life. the point it becomes a bitch.
aside from my rude awakening this weekend was a little flattering.. i guess that's when i woke up.
spent the weekend talking to a few people i haven't talked to in a very long time. it opened my eyes really.
I AM AN IDIOT
i have had so many beautiful oportunities that i passed up for some kind of seemingly stupid reason at the time. sometimes the chikin-shit side of me made the excuse, other times i felt what i was doing - or, rather, wasn't doing - seemed like the best way to most respectful and i realize now that it wasn't. it sucks to try and keep yourself from doing something you may regret in the future, and then, when the future comes you realize that what you were affraid of becoming a regret would have actually kept you from regreting anything. ugh. irony i funny until it's in your life. the point it becomes a bitch.
aside from my rude awakening this weekend was a little flattering.. i guess that's when i woke up.