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[vuxanpaiakaiu]

I completely crashed when I got home… but then I do that practically everyday. However today I was down enough to not really be able to function. Anyways I decided to lay down for a bit and ended up falling asleep till 7pm. Point of this was that I had this intriguing dream. But sadly now I don’t quite remember all the details… Well there was this person, I’m not sure if it was my aunt or this totally suave older guy (mentor-like), I think it started out with my aunt but then turned to the guy. There was another adult there that I forgot who they were, and my mother and brother. So we’re in these really posh places, and we go to a restaurant, where the mentor guy teaches me about various alcoholic drinks and lets me order them. Some other stuff happened and he became very angry with some other people and stormed out the restaurant. Then he and the other person are on the balcony looking over, my mother, brother and I rush out. We exchange some words and they end up getting angry, then my mother and I start yelling at each other, they run off, and I follow my mother and brother down a really long escalator, then they dash across the street and into a store. As I was streaking after them angrily I pondered running away.  When they entered the store, I turned around and was about to run back across the street, but there were trucks coming towards me. Then I turned to my left and took one glance down a shady and decrepit neighborhood and decided to run down it. Then my mother (in reality) woke me up for dinner.

Yeah… completely random…

I feel kind of empty inside, broken down, tired, lethargic…

I want nothing more but to not be here right now.

I want to go back to dreaming interesting things.